I want to tell you so many things
but I'm afraid
afraid of what you'll do
afraid of what you'll say
afraid that my feelings so fragile
will shatter and fade
afraid of what will happen
if I were to tell you
how I truely felt
I try so hard
but I am so confused
not knowing what I feel
or if it is for real
not sure what to say
so nervous
not even sure if it is real
it changes day to day
and the frustrations never seem to go away.
Always philosophic