So recently I have had a lot of changing moments in my life. With going back to school, moving back home (temporarily), changing friends or groups of friends, and just my priorities. I am hoping to move out at the end of the summer with a friend who I have recently been hanging out with a lot. I am noticing that few of my friendships are ending up a bit one sided. What I am not understanding is why people think that a friendship like that is ok. I end up being the only one to call them and en...

For the guys out there. You think you know us but you don't. Most guys out there think all girls are these fragile beings whose feelings get hurt in an istant. I am here to tell you at least for me that isn't true. I wish I could find someone who would listen to me who would understand that I am not your typical female. I am however a female who wants someone who I can talk to and who can make me laugh. That above all else is extremely important. And I think that is under rated today in relat...

You hear a faint cry of someone in the distance. It gains the right to your curiosity. Slowly it draws you in and you become closer and closer. You then see a faint object that is not quite clear to you. As you move closer the object becomes clearer to you . Although you still aren't quite sure what it is, your curiosity draws you nearer. This object is so close now, but you still can't make out what it is. There are so many possibilities. You wish that you could focus it, you wis...

I want to tell you so many things but I'm afraid afraid of what you'll do afraid of what you'll say afraid that my feelings so fragile will shatter and fade afraid of what will happen if I were to tell you how I truely felt I try so hard but I am so confused not knowing what I feel or if it is for real not sure what to say so nervous not even sure if it is real it changes day to day and the frustrations never seem to go away. Always philosophic